Sri
Ramajayam
Aanjeneya Swamikku Jai
Vikraman Swamijikku Jai
With the blessings of Swamiji, and assistance of his divine hands I am
continuing to write my part4 experience with Him.
Sending
message to witness year 2001 dawn blessing
After Jayenthi celebration I reached Canada and was enjoying the family
atmosphere. On 31st December I was supposed to go out with my family to
buy some items. Around Indian time 10pm one of the devotees called and
informed my wife Swamiji will be having live broadcast of New year
celebration. My wife allowed me to watch and went for shopping. Later I
was wondering, this devotee had never called me before and how did
Swamiji make her to inform me. If not for that call I would not have
known about the Newyear blessing. How did this happen only Swamiji and
this devotee would know. At the time of the dawn blessing I witnessed
bright sunlight, which I did not see at
anytime.
Stopping
rain
Since there were long holidays I went to Sri Lanka by end of
February'01. I called a friend of mine and heard the shocking news from
his wife that they were divorced and she did not know where is my
friend. When I called his parents, I was more surprised that they too
did not know about him. This made me sad. This uncle asked me whether I
could visit him, which I had to oblige. So on 5th of Mar I decided to
go and see him it was the day before of my departure. I could see the
helplessness on the father's face and where I was disheartened with my
friend's behaviour. He is not in touch with his parents was something
very strange for me.
We talked about my friend and then uncle asked about me. When I told
him about my family is living in Canada and I am in Kuwait he asked me
whether there is any problem between my wife and me. I politely told
him that this would never happen, Uncle when I have kids I cannot even
imagine about it. Moreover this is out of the question at any time
because I have a Swamiji in my life. If I think of divorcing my wife he
will send me out. How could I go to my Swamiji after harming my family?
Then I explained about Swamiji and few of my experiences with him. At
that time I did not realise that Swamiji will show a live miracle for
him. It was around 6pm there was thunder, lightening and heavy shower,
this continued even after 8.30pm. I became bit restless because next
day I was to leave the house at least by 5am to board the flight to
Kuwait. I did not even do any packing. Around 9pm even though rain did
not cease I told him let me leave now, even if I get wet within 5
minutes I can get an auto or taxi from the road top. For that he said
you could take my umbrella so that you would not get wet. Since I was
traveling next day the umbrella could not be returned. He suggested
either I could send it through someone or keep it with me. Finally he
convinced me that I should take his umbrella. Then my Swamiji walked
into the miraculous experience. Moment I touched the umbrella I
returned back to him and said just a minute and walked to the entrance
and looked at the sky. I could see the downpour and heard from the
Uncle this shower will not stop now. Still I looked up and asked
Swamiji, where are you, if I walk in this rain even with the umbrella I
will get wet. Can you please stop the rain within 10 minutes and went
inside and told uncle I shall see for another ten minutes. Again we
were talking and I was vigilant for the timing. Rain did not cease and
I asked Swamiji how come you did not stop the rain. Can you please stop
it now it is only 30 seconds more for 10 minutes to finish? What a
shock for me exactly 10th minute rain completely ceased. I went to the
entrance and looked up and decided to leave. I could see shock on
Uncle's face and he asked I think while talking to me you prayed to
your Swamiji. When I told him yes I wished for the rain to stop in
10minutes time and it stopped. He said when you told me the experiences
of Swamiji I did not take it very seriously. Now I saw it happening. He
said in my life I have never heard or seen anything like this. I smiled
and agreed with him that my Swamiji can do anything when we wish
sincerely to him.
Moment I heard an auto horn, I told uncle this auto must have come for
me. Let me go out and see. We walked through the garden and opened the
gate. I could see the auto but with people inside. In that direction I
saw a pool of water. Then I told uncle, I do not think this auto has
come for me, he is proceeding with those passengers. I decided to walk
in the opposite direction. When walked for about 1/2 minute I noticed
that side of the road too had water. No other option for me, other than
calling Swamiji for assistance. I told him if you keep both sides with
water how could I walk into this water. This is the only pair of shoe I
got. When it will get wet what would I wear to the airport? Right now
shops are closed even for me to buy a new pair. Tomorrow morning shops
when I leave shops would not be opened. Why do not you send me an auto?
I turned and looked at the auto, which was waiting to proceed. Then I
noticed that all the passengers getting out of the auto and it turned
and came towards me. I stopped and negotiated the price and got in. I
could not help my anxiety in the midst of the conversation I asked the
driver were you suppose to drop those passengers over there. For that
he said no I was to proceed further and all of a sudden I did not feel
like going that side so I just dropped them off. I know that this auto
was stopped for at least 4 to 5 minutes before it turned back. That
means from the time I heard the horn and till he returned my Swamiji
has stopped him for me. Once I seriously requested Swamiji to send me
an auto he decided to send this driver for me.
Is it not wonderful to have a GOD with the name Swamiji who is taking
care of the devotee's when we are in need of
him?
Surrendered
totally to Swamiji
Normally we write Swamy.
Since we write the last letter as y (why) all our life when anything
has to be done, we faced the question why (?). This dilemma we faced
before we saw Swamiji.
Now I have given my I to him, and made him Swami, my I is powerless and
there is no more why arises in my mind. This is because my I (all
pride) has gone down to his feet and I have realised I am nothing.
Since my I has gone away to Swamiji he is showing all to me. My wish is
for him to keep me by the side of him, and tell me what I should do. As
he told one time he would show me more and more, every day I enjoy it
as a golden day with beautiful experiences and his Karunai.
Please do not give me back my I, for me to once again ask why (?) in my
life. Let me not enjoy Swamy instead make me to enjoy Swami. You are
the one to control this body and mind.
I am happy to get all the protection from my Swamiji. Enna Enna
Atputhangal.
Tooth
Ache
On 29th March 2001, morning I was in the office, one of my wisdom tooth
ache developed. It was such a pain I could not bear it. I tried to
reach my dentist friend's to find out whether they could do anything?
Unfortunately I could not reach both husband and wife. Since it was
Thursday and I had to attend the bhajan I did not want to go and sit
over there without signing the songs. So, I was praying to Swamiji,
that I will go to the hospital but please give me a good dentist who
would prescribe medicine. Please do not make me to just sit in the
bhajan's. I very reluctantly went to the hospital. Since I was leaving
to India on a business trip in 3 days time I did not want to pull the
wisdom tooth and have complications over there. When the dentist
examined me and said I have to remove this tooth because it is shaking
and it will get infected I was really worried. I just wanted some
painkiller to get rid of the pain and did not want him to remove the
tooth. I started praying to Swamiji that convince him to give me
medicine. Instead of pulling tooth finally dentist agreed to give a
course of 5 penicillin injections. I did not have any option to refuse
the injection so I had to take it in my buttocks because in this part
of the world usually they give over there only.
After 3 hours, I attended the bhajan of course Swamiji made me to sing
as usual. The discomfort I had during the bhajan increased. It was not
only severe toothache discomforted, it was the place where injection
was given too gave severe pain. After the bhajan was over Mr. Venkatesh
walked towards me and asked what happened to me. Then I narrated him
the whole thing. Immediately he said your doctor is in India, then I
realised what he said is the truth. I told him yes I made a mistake of
not contacting Swamiji. After reaching home I prayed to Swamiji to get
rid of the pain and tried to sleep. Till morning 4.30 am I could not
sleep. Finally, I could not wait any longer I called Swamiji. When the
phone got connected,
Swamiji : Hello.
Self
: Sri Ramajayam Swamiji.
Swamiji : Sri Ramajayam Natesan. How are you?
Self
: I am not ok
Swamiji.
Swamiji : What happened?
Self: :
Swamiji I have severe tooth ache. I did not sleep the whole night.
Swamiji : On which tooth have you got the pain?
Self
: Wisdom tooth Swamiji.
Swamiji : For everyone wisdom comes late. For
you it came early and trying to go
early.
Self
: Swamiji, it is severely paining and also the injection what took is
painful.
You are joking Swamiji.
Swamiji : You just leave it.
Self
: (!!!!! What is this?) Swamiji you want me just to leave it.
Swamiji : Yes.
Self
: If you want me to do that, then ok Swamiji.
Swamiji blessed me and hanged up the phone. I was 100% sure that he
asked me to leave it now and not to get it extracted. I was confused,
without doing anything how the pain will go. I just went to bed and I
do not know how I went to sleep immediately. .
Then around 9am my dentist friend returned my call and asked me what
the problem was. I explained the pain and he requested me
to come to his house and he will take me to his hospital and have a
look at it. Since, Swamiji told me just to leave it I was contemplating
whether to go, finally decided to go and see what the real problem is
but I was sure that there would not be any extraction. I finished my
prayer and went to his house and from there we proceeded to his
hospital.
He had a look at the tooth and said it is decaying and shaky hence we
have to extract it. I was 100% sure that I would not let him extract my
tooth. So I told him never mind you give me some medicine to ease the
pain off. He tried to convince me and failed because after my Swamiji
tells leave it how I could disobey his words. My friend gave me some
medicine. I took it in case if I would develop anything in India. When
we reached his home his wife was preparing lunch for me too. She too
was surprised that I did not get it extracted.
She served the food after one hour. To all of us it was surprising
within that time my pain completely vanished. Since both of them are
dentists it was much more surprising to them. Message was very clear to
me that my Swamiji with his magical touch removed the tooth
pain.
Kept the
main door open
One night I was on bed and felt bit restless with the thought that in
the house I am all alone. In the newspaper I use to read the news that
lots of robberies are taking place. Thieves break into the house and
rob and at times the inmates get killed too. I was very worried of not
getting robbed but get killed. So I told I am very scared Swamiji, in
case if the robbers break in the night let them rob everything but not
to harm me. So if we lock the room door they cannot harm me. In that
event let the thief rob the household things from the hall, kitchen,
and the other room. Since the room door will be locked they might leave
without trying to enter my room. Since I am already lying down I do not
want to get up now but from tomorrow onwards remind me to lock the
bedroom door before sleeping. Next day when I went to sleep I had
forgotten what I thought of the previous day.
Third day morning as usual got ready to go to office and came to the
door I did not find the key in the keyhole. Normally I leave the key
crosswise so that no one can open the door from outside. Immediately I
asked, Swamiji, where is the key? Do not tell me I did not lock the
door and left the key outside. Slowly when I turned the knob it opened
but I did not find the key. Found the key in the pocket of pant which I
wore the previous day. I straight went to his picture and asked Swamiji
what is this? Day before yesterday night I asked you to remind me to
lock the bedroom door to avoid getting into any problem. Last night you
made me not to lock the main door. Swamiji, you know how much I am
scared. In future please make sure you will remind me, to lock the main
and bedroom doors. I left to my office.
That day night when I returned from office my phone started to ring. I
put on all the lights and went into the bedroom and picked up the
phone. It was one of the devotees so I relaxed on the bed and continued
my talk. As usual our talk was about Swamiji only. I had put the
handset on to the base. When I opened my eye it was early morning and I
found that I was sleeping all the while with my office dress on. I
looked at Swamiji and asked him what did you do now? Why you made me to
sleep like this? Last night I did not take bath, no food most
importantly I did not pray. Full house lights are on. I went and put
off the lights in the rooms and came to the hall. I looked at Swamiji's
picture and said see all the lights are on. If I leave all the lights
like this my electricity bill will be very high. Please make sure that
this would not be repeated. As usual our Swamiji was sitting with his
smile and listening to me.
Moment I turned to put off the light I felt shock of my life. Yes, my
Swamiji whole night made me to leave main door fully open. I put off
the light and closed the door and slowly walked towards him. What could
I do other than telling my fear to Swamiji. I told Swamiji, did not I
tell you very clearly that I am scared of the thieves so I want to keep
the bedroom door closed. Day before yesterday you made to leave the
main door unlocked and yesterday you left the main door fully opened.
What is that you are trying to do with me? Why are you doing like this.
I want you to take care of me, and why you left the door open like
this. Swamiji I am very scared in future you do not do like this ok. I
want you to remind me to lock the main door ok. Now let me get ready to
go to office. I finish my morning rituals and got ready for my
financial duty.
Where ever I go Swamiji has to come with me. So, when I took pranam to
leave the house, he gave me the flash of the news. Yes, the message was
very clear to me. WHEN I AM WITH YOU, WHY AND WHOM DO YOU FEAR. Who can
enter into your house? You close the door or open the door I am there
to protect you. Ever since that day I do not fear for any mishap but of
course before going to bed Swamiji will make sure that the key is in
the right position. After this experience, am I to worry about myself
when my divine is watching
me.
Saw
Hanuman in Hyderabad, India
On 1st April 2001 I left to Hyderabad, India on a business trip where
my Kuwait Company has put up a plant similar to the one what we have in
Kuwait. At the airport I was suppose to meet a person and I could not
see him. When I called the office and they confirmed me the person
should be there by now and he will have my name board. I explained to
them that I could not see anyone like that. Then as usual I thought of
Swamiji and said where is this person please show me. You know that I
am in a place I cannot even communicate in the local language. Then, my
eye straight focused on a person and I went to him and asked whether he
is Prakash and he said yes. After that I noticed that the board in his
hand was kept downwards. If not for my Swamiji how I would have
identified this unknown person.
Then, we proceeded to company guest house and I got into the room and
looked outside. I saw outside a huge monkey trying to move out but
stood with two legs only. I was in a locality full of houses and there
was no forest area. Worriedly I looked at the monkey because I was
scared. The strange thing was it was light green in colour. I
automatically started praying to Swamiji to protect me, and my things
from this monkey. I moved away from the window (actually I hid myself
from the monkey). Then I went back to the window and looked and said is
this Hanuman and saw him looking at me. When I realised and looked
again he disappeared from there. Moment I reached home divine showed
the presence or what. Since it was the first time I could not
understand immediately the divine showing.
Driver who
came to pickup me up from airport
On 7th April'01 evening I landed at Chennai airport to go to ashram and
be with Swamiji and Amma. As Swamiji told me someone would come to the
airport to pick me up I was looking for the person (assumed Swamiji
would send a person whom I know) but did not find any. I decided to
call ashram and inquire that if no one is coming whether I could
proceed to the ashram. Then Swamiji told me it is not the usual person
he has sent. He wanted me to look for a person with white hair and bit
old. I was wondering how many people would have that description. When
my Swamiji has decided to play with me, my duty is to enjoy that. From
the phone booth while talking to Swamiji I was looking out for this
person. I told Swamiji, I am unable to see this person Swamiji let me
go out and see for him and call you back. By that time my divine has
decided to continue his play from the ashram. I am sure Swamiji used
his remote control and made the people to move one by one and I was
able to see this person. What I witnessed was amazing. In the direction
I saw one by one people moved I think after about 5 persons moved I saw
this person. Happily I told I could see this person Swamiji, let me go
and check with him whether he is the same person. I was so happy and
realised that my Swamiji has shown something. When I reached directly
to that person and inquired yes he was the right
person.
Yes, when I landed at Hyderabad airport he made me to identify an
unknown person and without realising I hid myself from Hanuman were
shown by Swamiji and showed the repeat performance at Chennai airport
by making me to identify and to go and see Swamiji. What else is the
confirmation for me that divine is with me and watching every move of
mine and facilitate what is required.
Meeting
Swamiji in the Ashram
When I reached the Ashram pooja was going on and he blessed me. Next
day Swamiji started off the pooja bit late and I was sitting in one
place but not in front of him. I was praying to him why you have kept
me away from you please call and make me to sit in front of you. He did
not call me. Since, it was closer to sunset I decided to go to the room
given to me and finish my night prayer. I did not realise that when
divine is sitting closer to me why I have to go to the room. Moment I
left that place Swamiji had been calling for me. When I returned back
other devotees said Swamiji called and he said he will see me later. So
I had to wait again. Then I started to pray to him, where did I go? You
know I went out to pray to you only, why are you testing me, please
call and take me in front of you.
Few minutes later he decided to stop playing with me and called me in.
How a child will run to get the sweet I moved and sat in front of him
but at a distance. Looking at his face itself is a blessing. Swamiji
was talking to the devotees and I was just sitting and enjoying the
divine bliss.
Suddenly my god asked me, how are you? He told the devotees who were
gathered over there, this is Natesu from Kuwait. He has come on
official duty and now he came to see me. Then he said Natesan has gone
through lots of experiences and he has written 28 pages. When Swamiji
said that, I was surprised, because till that time I had written only 7
pages of my experience. Then I thought Swamiji has shown me another
21page experience or what. He shows experiences and my job is to write
what he has shown me. I really do not know with this experience how my
Swamiji, predicted that I have written 28 pages and same number of
pages I have written. So, he is the planner, director and executor of
every act of mine.
Swamiye
Saranam, Ennai Alum Deivame Saranam.
M.Natesu, Kuwait
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