Shalmali Talwalkar-
Baltimore USA
I
am very fortunate to have met Swamiji for the first time six years ago. Over
these years, his guidance, blessings and support have instilled faith in me and
in my family members and have given us tremendous strength.
While
Swamiji is a continuous presence in my life, I would like to share specific narratives
that describe how Swamiji touched and changed my life.
I
met Swamiji just before returning to school to complete my internships and my
degree. During our meeting,
he told me that he would visit me in Chicago while I was
there for training. When I had spoken to Swamiji, I did not know what he meant
and at the time, I did not realize how challenging my stay in Chicago was going
to be. I must say that those couple of months were very difficult and lonely.
However, a few weeks into my rotation, Swamiji visited me as he had promised. ----
After I had had a particularly challenging day at the hospital, I was
feeling very upset. I was invited to my American friend's house for dinner. The
lady worked with me and was aware of the challenges that I was facing at work.
After dinner my friend and her husband gifted me with a beautiful Hanuman made
from brass. They told me that he would protect me and that he would give me the
strength that I needed to complete the training. I realized that Swamiji was had
come in the form of the brass hanuman statue as he had told me he would. The
gift made me conscious of Swamiji's presence and provided me with strength to
finish my work in Chicago.
Before
leaving home for my final semester of graduate school, I was very fortunate to
get Swamiji's darshan. He spent time talking to my
parents and myself and told me many things. Most importantly, he told me to
have faith and that while there would be difficulties and challenges throughout
the year; he assured me that everything would be alright.
First,
as I was graduating, I started looking for a job and I applied for positions in
hospitals. There was one field in particular that I wanted to work in
however the positions available in that field
were very few. For the first four months, nothing came of my applications and
interviews. However, deep down inside, because of Swamiji's words, I knew that
everything would be alright. There was one hospital in particular that I was very
interested in working at. However, this hospital did not have any openings and
had told me that they did not anticipate anything in the near future. A couple
of months after speaking with individuals from human resources, I decided to
contact them again. During this second attempt, I did not hear from the
hospital. Finally, a month later, I decided to contact another lady at human
resources as a final attempt to apply for a position at the institution. This
third time, the lady at human resources informed me again that there were no
openings in the department that I wanted to work at but that there were possibilities
of working at another department. After this, miraculously, a week later, there
was a sudden, unexpected opening in the department of my choice and because I had
been in touch with this particular lady at human resources so recently, they
informed me of the opening immediately. Within no time, an interview was
scheduled and I was fortunate in being offered the position. This was just
before my graduation, when my need for a job had become desperate. I believe
that it was Swamiji who created the position for me at this hospital.
I
am away from home and have been away for many years. While this is no excuse, I
often feel overwhelmed and worry about how things are going to work out.
Swamiji has been my pillar of strength throughout. For example, there was a
time when I was having health problems. I was very worried about this and Swamiji
knew this. He told my parents that everything would be alright and that the
health problems were only temporary. Sure enough, when I went and saw the
doctor, I found out that there were no serious problems.
After
graduation I had to appear for a licensing exam. I was alone in a new town and studying
continuously for one month. I was very nervous about the results because not passing
the exam and not obtaining my license could have caused me to lose the position
that I was fortunate in getting. Again, Swamiji reassured me through my parents
and told me to have faith.
I
passed the exam and I got my license. All this is, because of Swamiji. Such
instances have taught me that I must have faith, that it is important to be
positive and do my best but that ultimately I must have faith in Swamiji.
Baltimore
where I live is known to be unsafe and everyone is instructed to be careful, especially
at night. One Sunday evening I parked my car in an underground public pay and
park garage which is across the street from where I live. In the evenings there
is no guard and one is required to use a card to exit the garage. This
particular evening, my card to exit the garage stopped working. The door
refused to open and I found myself stuck inside the garage. Additionally, just
on this occasion, I had forgotten my cell phone in the apartment and therefore
had no way of calling for help. After standing inside the garage for a few
seconds I thought strongly of Swamiji and asked him to please help me out of
this situation. A few moments later, I tried swiping my card again and miraculously,
the card worked and the garage door opened! The following day, when I tried to
exit the garage again, the card no longer worked. Fortunately this time, it was
during the day and there was a guard to help me out. Swamiji had made my card
work the night before so that I could return home safely.
Jai
Sri Ram