Jai Sri Ram!
I would
like to write
my experience for
all devotees to know. Who is this swamiji? How do I feel to pray to
him? Actually in my
life I never
believe in god and Buddha. This is my true story. I used to think I am god when, I was in Sri
Lanka. Now I live in Kuwait. Always I
did what I wanted and never listen to anyone.
I used to fight with everyone and hurt everyone. All my dreams were a palace in the sky.
One
day I met a devotee in Kuwait. I was very close with them and then I used to stay
with them. She was old devotee of swamiji.
She explain to me about
Swamiji and showed
me swamiji's photo. but I didn’t listen
to her I told to
her throw that photo as there was no need for that in our home but
she didn't do
that and she used to hide and protect
those photos .
In
the year 2006 Swamiji came
back to Kuwait one
devotee of swamiji
called Marium for
the pooja marium told me “Sudesh let’s go
to swamiji pooja” I said “no i don't want
to go” so Mariyum
got ready to go for
the pooja with her children
I shouted to her
and her children “if you want
to pray, pray to
me I am god
that much I
believe” but she
went to the
pooja I stayed at home
alone and start
to get drink that's why I
didn't go I
through if I
gone there I am wasting
my time and I
couldn't get to drink's
and smoke then
same day same night when I finished the drinks I
went to bed
to sleep but couldn't
sleep ever I
couldn't sleep on the
bed I felt
someone pushed me on
the floor the
floor was very cold
but I laid
down on the floor
then they came
to home from the pooja at
around 5 a.m. until
then I could not sleep I was
on the floor when they came I told
her what happened to me .She
told me that swamiji had asked
her that someone was at home and
tell him
to come to with her to the next
pooja. I was confused I thought
how did Swamiji know that I am
at home then I decided
to go with her
to meet swamiji .
swamiji spoke with me
very kindly and
gave to me his
photo and some
money to keep
in my purse
and he said
to me that he will arrange for
me a car and very
good place to
work. When I had seen swamiji
immediately my mind start
to think about
him and he completely
change my mind. I
got faith and
devotion in my mind , being honesty and
helpful for others instead
of my bad
dreams. In the night swamiji talked with me in my dream and turned me
into a better person.
When
swamiji told me to change my job it suddenly happened before I
found the new job
I had to
give my resignation to my at the old hotel
then I was trying to
find a new job I went to several hotel but
I couldn't get the job
. One of my friend
has given my number to someone
else. He called me and told me that he had a job in his place
it's was a very good
job and they
paid for me double the
salary than the old hotel
that is swamiji’s miracle. I was
even able to buy a
new car as swamiji's said .
Now I cannot go to work without praying to swami and seeing his Photo. I cannot go to bed at night without praying. That much I am
praying for him . God is
one who can
do anything and without god
there is nothing
I have started to believe in
God from my
swamiji he is
my given me everything. and has protected me
from all the
problems and given me a
good mind to get
faith and devotion
that's very important so
now I am being
a good person and everybody
respect and helps me all
the time. When my parents came to know that I am believing
and praying in god they were
very happy about that and even and my
all sisters and brothers
have started to pray
to my swamiji
in Sri lanka.
God is
only one and
that supreme power appears
in various name
and forms but I worship him
only in one form that's
my guru .
Jai Sri Vikraman
Swamiji.
Sudesh
Kuwait