I MET SWAMIJI, IN JUNE 92, ONE SATURDAY AND FROM THEN ON I HAVE A NUMBER OF EXPERIENCES WITH HIM. AS MY PARENTS WERE GREAT DEVOTEES OF THE LORD . I WAS FORTUNATE TO MEET SUCH A PERSON, SO YOUNG IN LIFE TO TAKE CARE OF ME.MY FIRST MEETING ITSELF MADE ME A BELIEVER OF HIM AS HE TOLD ME SO MANY SMALL INSTANCES THAT NO ONE ELSE BUT GOD WOULD KNOW. I HAD GONE WITH A FRIEND ON HEARING ABOUT HIM AND MY FATHER WANTED TO ACCOMPANY ME, SO WHEN I WENT INSIDE AFTER FEW HOURS OF WAITING , HE ASKED ME ABOUT MY FATHER WISH TO ACCOMPANY ME, HE TOLD ME ABOUT MY JOB WHICH I WAS TO JOIN THE NEXT DAY AND I WOULD QUIT SOON. I QUIT WITHIN 1 AND HALF MONTHS.WHEN MY FATHER HAD A HEART ATTACK HE TOLD ME YOUR FATHER WILL WALK ON TUESDAY. LIKE THAT THOUGH HE HAD A MASSIVE ATTACK, HE WALKED ON TUESDAY,SEVEN DAYS AFTER HIS ATTACK.
 
 SWAMIJI HAD BEEN WITH ME THROUGH THE TRYING PERIODS AND THE HAPPY ONES TOO. WHEN HE COULD NOT CONVEY IT TO ME, HE CONVEYED IT THROUGH MY FRIENDS AND RELATIVES. ONE SUCH INSTANCE WAS I RESIGNED A JOB FROM ONE COMPANY AND WAS ASKED TO JOIN A FIRM , QUITE SMALL. SWAMIJI ASKED ME TO PROCEED , BUT THEN TOLD MY FRIEND THAT THIS IS ONLY A STOP GAP AND I WILL GET A GOOD JOB SOON. AND IT SO HAPPENED I GOT THE JOB JUST ON THE DAY OF MY RELIVING THE PREVIOUS OFFICE.
 
MY SISTER HAD SOME PROBLEMS WITH HER MARRIAGE , THEN SWAMIJI TOLD US NOT TO WORRY, SHE WILL BE TAKEN CARE BY HIM AND TOLD SHE WILL BE A TEACHER. IT WAS A TIME WHEN HER INLAWS OBJECTED TO HER WORKING AND SHE WAS DEPRESSED. WITHIN FEW DAYS SHE LANDED UP WITH A TEMPORARY JOB AND SHE DID HER B.ED. NOW SHE IS A TEACHER WITH A GOOD SCHOOL AND GOOD SALARY AND HER DOMESTIC PROBLEMS ARE SOLVED TO A GOOD EXTENT.
 
SWAMIJI HAD PREDICTED THAT I WILL BE IN S'PORE AND AMERICA AND ONE DAY HE GAVE ME A LIST OF COUNTRIES AND ASKED WHICH I WAS INTERESTED. I DIDN'T WANT TO VISIT ANY COUNTRY AS I WANTED TO BE WITH MY PARENTS, SO I DIDN'T GET A PASSPORT EVEN, BUT THEN IN 1996, I WAS ASKED BY MY OFFICE TO GO TO S'PORE ON DEPUTATION. NOW I AM IN MALAYSIA WITH MY FAMILY. ALL THIS IS BY HIS GRACE.
 
MY FATHER PASSED AWAY IN 1998 AND IT WAS SO LOW A MOMENT FOR ALL OF US AS MY MARRIAGE WAS 2 MONTHS LATER, WE WERE IN UTTER TURMOIL AS ALL FINANCES WERE MANAGED BY HIM AND WE WERE VERY NEGLIGENT INSPITE OF MY FATHER'S INSISTENCE THAT WE ALSO TAKE CARE OF IT. AFTER THIS I MET SWAMIJI, AND CRIED TO GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND ASKED HIM WHY HE SHOULD DO IT TO ME, WHEN HE WAS GUIDING US ALL ALONG. HE TOLD IT WAS TIME FOR FATHER TO ATTAIN MOKSHA AND OTHERWISE HE WOULD HAVE BEEN LAID UP.MY FATHER KEPT WORKING TILL HIS LAST DAY AND DIED PEACEFULLY WITH FEW SECONDS OF SUFFERING, AS SWAMIJI WOULD ALWAYS TELL HIM. LATER HE CAME HOME AND BLESSED ALL MY MARRIAGE ARTICLES AND MY FATHER'S PHOTO AND TOLD MY FATHER WILL COME IN MY DREAM AND BLESS US AND HE DID.
 
SWAMIJI SELECTED MY HUSBAND FOR ME AND KEPT TELLING THAT THIS MARRIAGE WILL MATERIALISE, EVEN THOUGH IT WAS POSTPONED FOR 3 YEARS. I HAD SOME WORRY THAT MY HUSBAND DID NOT BELIEVE IN GOD SO MUCH, THEN SWAMIJI TOLD THAT HE IS A GOOD MAN AND SWAMIJI(GOD) LIKES HIM, HE IS BETTER THAN OTHERS WHO BELIEVE IN GOD AND DO BAD THINGS. SO I DID NOT LOOK BACK AND SEE THE TRUTH NOW. SWAMIJI HAS BEEN ALWAYS SUPPORTIVE OF HIM AND ASK ME NOT TO FIGHT WITH HIM. GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING. I HOPE WITH HIS GRACE , I WILL BE HAPPILY MARRIED EVER AFTER AND HE WILL ALWAYS GUIDE US.
 
RECENTLY WHEN I HAD PROBLEMS WITH GETTING A JOB, I CALLED SWAMIJI, HE SAID NEXT TIME YOU CALL YOU WOULD HAVE A JOB AND WITHIN TWO DAYS I GOT A JOB. I HAD DIFFICULTY IN GETTING A VISA AND SWAMIJI SAID NOT TO WORRY , MY VISA IS BEING PROCESSED. I FEEL IT IS ALL DUE TO HIS GRACE AND GOODNESS OF MY PARENTS.
THOUGH SOMETIMES WE ARE SO TENSE THAT WE MAY THINK HOW IT WILL HAPPEN, SWAMIJI'S WORDS ARE ALWAYS TRUE, WE MAY NOT HAVE UNDERSTOOD THE FULL MEANING AND REALISE IT LATER.

SOME MORE INCIDENTS IN MY LIFE WERE
 
 1)WHEN I HAD VIRAL FEVER AND IT WAS SO SEVERE AND HOT ALL AROUND ME, SUDDENLY I FELT A COLD HAND ON MY HEAD. I THOUGHT IT WAS MY MOTHER AND OPENED MY EYES. I SAW A HAIRY WHITE HAND, WHOSE WAS IT BUT GOD'S? MY MOTHER CAME RUNNING ON HEARING ME CALL AND MY FEVER REDUCED AND SUBSIDED. I HAD SEEN ON SOME OCCASSIONS WHEN I WAS SICK SAIBABA AND RAMANA MAHARISHI. SWAMIJI ALWAYS TELLS GOD COMES IN MANY FORMS AND HE HAS SHOWN ME EVERYFORM IS THE SAME.
 
2)WHEN I WAS GOING TO S'PORE I CALLED SWAMIJI AND TOLD HIM WHEN HE WAS IN DUBAI. SWAMIJI TOLD ME "SWAMIJI IS WITH YOU .DON'T WORRY AND ALL THRO' MY STAY THERE HE WAS THERE TO HELP ME IN VARIOUS FORMS . THE HOUSE OWNER WHERE I WAS THE PAYING GUEST WAS LIKE A MOTHER TO ME COOKING AND HELPING ME OUT. YOU CAN'T SEE LIKE THAT IN S'PORE AND I WAS LUCKY B'COS GOD WAS WITH ME. WHEN I CAME BACK SWAMIJI TOLD ME THAT THE LADY WAS GOD IN THAT FORM.
 
3)ONCE I HAD TO GO TO AHMEDNAGAR FROM MY OFFICE , SINCE IT WAS IN A REMOTE AREA NO ONE WAS INTERESTED AND IT WAS MY TURN, SO I  TOOK THIS AS AN OPPORTUNITY TO LEARN AND GAVE MY CONSENT. ON MY RETURN I WAS AT PUNE STATION AT AROUND 6 O'CLOCK AS THERE ARE NO PROPER BUS SERVICES FROM THIS TOWN AND MY TRAIN WAS AROUND 11O'CLOCK AT PUNE. BUT THE PLACE WAS FILLED WITH NOTORIOUS AND "BAD" PEOPLE ALL AROUND, IT WAS A BIT SCARY, SUDDENLY ONE OLD MAN CAME AND STARTED TELLING THAT HE WAS KANCHANA GOWDA AND HE WILL STAY BY ME TILL I GET INTO A TRAIN. I WAS PRAYING FOR ALMOST 2 HOURS SEEING ALL THINGS GOING AROUND ME, WITH MY BAGGAGES AND NOT KNOWING WHICH PLATFORM THE TRAIN WILL COME , I HAD TO STAY IN FRONT OF THE STATION MASTERS ROOM .THEN THE MAN STARTED TALKING ABOUT GOD AND I FELT THE SAME PEACE I FEEL IN FRONT OF SWAMIJI. WHEN HE WAS GOING AFTER ONE OF MY FRIEND LANDED UP THERE . I WAS JUST LOOKING IF HE MIGHT DISAPPER. AS I WAS SURE HE WAS GOD.
 
 I CAN ONLY TELL YOU ALL , BUT THE FEELING WAS GREAT. GOD COMES TO HELP HIS DEVOTEES IN MANY WAYS. ONLY WE HAVE TO BELIEVE HIM. BUT AS WE ARE NOT SUCH TRUE DEVOTEES WE WAIVER AT TIMES . ONCE SWAMIJI SAID " YOU ARE THE KITE , BUT THE THREAD IS IN MY HANDS", SO FAR SWAMIJI TAKES CARE OF US , WE WILL BE IN GOOD PATH . HOPE MY EXPERIENCES WITH THIS GREAT AND YET SIMPLE SWAMIJI WILL HELP ALL KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM.
 
HIS SIMPLICITY IS GREAT, WHEN HE USED TO STAY NEAR RAJARAJESWARI TEMPLE, I USED TO GO EVERY THURSDAY TO PRAY THERE, BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO DISTURB SWAMIJI IN THE MORNING. BUT I USED TO LOOK AT HIS HOUSE . ONE DAY HE WAS STANDING THERE AND CALLED ME "WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ME?". HE AND AUNTY USED TO TREAT EVERYONE AS THERE OWN CHILDREN AND THAT IS A RARE GESTURE FOR SUCH GREAT GODS.
THERE IS SO MUCH TO WRITE BUT LET ME STOP IT FOR NOW AND BY HIS GRACE I HOPE EVERYTHING IS O.K AND PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ANY UNKNOWN ERRORS.HOPE BY HIS GRACE AND GUIDANCE WE ALL WILL BE HAPPY ALWAYS.

JAI SRI RAM,JAI VIKRAMAN SWAMIJI

RAJASREE JEEVAN
MALAYSIA

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